You Thought....

You think Ive forgotten about you,

You think I have moved on,

You think I have a line of men at my door,

You think I don't love you,

You think I don't dream about you,

You think I don't stay up and think about you,

You think I'm here living without you here,

You think you were just a chapter in my book,

But what you don't know is:

I can never forget you,

I've tried to move on,

There isn't anyone at my door, and even if there was I would only open if you were knocking,

I love you more then you could ever imagine,

I lose sleep thinking only if it were different,

I'm only dying everyday that you aren't with me,

True, you were a chapter, but the thing is I want you to be my whole book.

Curiosity

Its already known that men don't understand women and women don't understand men. But if that was the case we wouldn't be so interested with the opposite sex.

• Lets say a young lady is attracted to a young man and the young man is obviously attracted to her. They spend ample amount of time with each other he takes her out to eat makes her bday as special as can be, cleans her car and is just oh so generous to her. And she does as much for him like buy him food take him places, make his bday as special as allowed because remember they are only friends. So with all this kindness and "extracurricular activity" one is bound to catch feelings and of course in this case its the girl who falls. So the girl battles with herself not to tell the friend because they're friendship is so rare and she doesn't want to ruin it. But then she says if they're truly friends what she tells him should affect the friendship in a negative way. So she tells him he listens and explains how he also likes her and how if he was looking for a girlfriend shes at the top of the list but he doesn't want to get into something and still try to do his own thing and hurt her and be a jerk. She accepts what is said and as predicted nothing changed. Lie they become closer friends but each knowing that's all it is.
• Here is where the confusion strikes...So 3 months pass when this incident occurred, and one day out the blue the young man says he needs to talk. So they talk and he explains how he doesn't want to hurt her and never intends to hurt her and so he is not going to hurt her. He explains how he is shyt and not someone to cry over. He says he's nothing special. He explains how they established in the beginning it wasn't going to be anything more then just a friendship. (sounds familiar). Now the young lady nods her head agrees with him just as she did 3 months ago. She is confused and doesn't understand why he would have to tell her again. Then she asks him has she been giving signals that she wanted more with him and he says no he was just making it clear but again, and he explains how a girl went over board with a boy and it upset him..she says okay and continues regular conversation because she is all confused...yea okay..
• So for me I had a few thoughts...I'm positive she wasn't the only girl he was talking so maybe he was feeling someone else but didn't really know how to tell her. Or maybe he was starting to like her more then he wanted to and he was scared so he had to remind himself by telling her again.

Till this day confusion is in the air. I really want to get why boys think the way they do. I cant even say I wish I was a mind reader to know what guys think because honestly they say what they mean and I still don't understand their logic. So yeah tell me what you think..