Its 2008, Do You Kno Where You Are?

Wow its been a ill min, fair to say? So 2008.....we are only 7 days into it and Im already sure that its gonna be wayyy more interestin then 07. I mean things are happening in my life that Im sure has to happen but Im not really quite sure why they are happening. I mean I have so much to write but I just cant seem to get it out. As I think about it, it all makes sense but as I write it down....nothing. So Im gonna do my best to guide you thru this without losing you! Lol.

Me: I am in my 3rd semester in skoo. I should be in my fourth but im alright i aint mad. At least Im in skoo. I got 3 bs 1 c and a freakin d but like i said im not mad i just need to work a lil harder. My grades have improved and life is going alright I mean I honestly cant complain. I have no boyfriend still..the logic side of me is koo wit that but the emotion side is just a tad bit lonely. But nothing to worry about in due time. Ahh speaking of guys....

Cream: Doing so well...he is a freakin sweetheart but Im not fallin..he might run but if he is strong then he willl know Im only doing this to protect my precious heart. But all in all he could be strong enough to break me down and make me vaulnarable to his rhythmitic heart beat. Who knows but He?

Him: Best friends we are. We have been through some shyt! But his life at the moment doesnt seem to be all that awsome. Doing tyme because his own blood snitched. Not sayin what he was doin was right but I dont know. He lost everything...they took his car, he has no job. Then they give him is car back but 24 hours later he gets in a fatal accident....hits a telephone pole then a tree and another telephone pole. WTF!!! Yeahhh....with God watchin over him....he gets out...his cousin also in the car is alive. I see the car next day and by the looks of it...he shouldnt be alive but he is. God saved him for me. When I saw the car I wanted to cry. But Im too strong for that chill. He is my testimony, his life makes me think about my life and lets me think it couldve been me or it will be me because we are all the same no matter the kind of sin its is worth the same punishment. God your talkin and best believe Im listening. Change begins for the better and continues for the best.

So 2008, your here and Im ready.