RIP CREAM!!! AM I WRONG?

Okay i dont kno if im wrong here. if i am i apologize but the outcome will still remain. So Im feeling dude i was tellin yall about now i mean we kissed. and cream told me he didnt want me kissin or messing with any other dudes cuz it would hurt him. So me being considerate of his feelings i let go and stayed honest and he told me if i ever kissed another guy or anything i should tell him. lately i have been gettin more and more turned off by cream because i felt all he wanted was some @$s. And that got on my last nerves i mean i hear about it and see it on tv but that shyt happens. Anyways i kissed another dude (thats not why i kissed him, i kissed him cuz hmmmm lol) and i did make a promise so i told him and he was like so... why you tellin me for and of course nobody gives me unecessary attitude but i calmly explained what he asked of me, and then he decides to confess he kissed 4 other girls. WHAT? Then he explains they were accidents and kisses mean nothing to him. SERIOUSLY? AM I 4? but anyways i see how i am partially wrong but 4 girls? And i guess what bugs me is he told me he didnt want me doin that and if i did to tell him now personally i think if you ask something of someone it is automatically your obligation to do the same. there really isnt a need for me to say o yeah you too....but mayb that is just me, but when all is said and done cream and coffee is no more. Another one can come along or something or mayb what im lookin for is my young man whos name will remain anonymous maybe we will call him Paitence. lol wow but please let me kno if im wrong.