THERE"S A REASON....JUST WISH I KNEW WHY!

So yesterday I found out my grandfather passed away...like hes gone and im not gonna see him until Jesus comes back for us. I loved that man so much...like he wasnt in America for a year and you would think we grew up with each other thats how quickly we grew this strong bond. He was a friend. And just like that he was taken from me. Im happy he was in my life though. Better to have known him now I will be able to have memories of him for the rest of my life. He was full of wisdom and talk about a man of God. Yep that was him. Im happy my father got to speak him before past. My Grandfather had a stroke and lost his ability to speak and all he could say was mah mah. He was on the phone with my father and he was saying "mah mah" and just kept laughing. He was happy to hear my father. And then he passed away. I feel thats all he needed to hear before he died. I keep trying not to cry...i dont even know why i mean I know it happend but like everytime I talk about it I tear up. But I mean I have a right to I mean he was my friend. But sometimes they are just tears of joy. That man had me dying (bad choice of wording huh lol) ok, nah but he was such a character. Well I mean Im not mad he was able to see America and see things he has never seen got to spend time with many members of the family. I love you Papa. I am def going to miss you.