Monday, December 3, 2007

Maybe Im Just Not Gettin It Right!!!

He Said: I love you
I Said: No you dont
He Said: Yes I do
I Said: Nooooo you dont!!!
He Said: How do you figure? You dont know that
I Said:Yes I do
He Said: How?
I Said: Im likable so you like me.
He Said: So I dont love you?
I Said: No you just like me.
He Said: But I love you Ensa, you cant tell me I dont.
I Said: But I can and I did.
He Said: Well I love you Ensa. Wether you believe it or not!
I Said: Hmmm......


Really?!! like mess with my head? because its definitely no longer my heart. My heart is blocked off. More logic now. So what do i think about this right now? I dont know. Maybe i just aint getting it right. the words are sweet melodies to my ears and i get lost in this river were we flow on the same wave but the river reaches this crazy gigantic water fall where we are seperated by the power of the water then the rocks at the bottom continuously bruise me up as they hit my body all over and you somehow just get hurt in the arm and i watch as the river continues ahead but im still stuck at the bottom of the waterfall im trying to swim but my leg is stuck under a rock im struggling and its loosening up i see the river ahead and im getting there little by little lets just see how long i could sustain the pressure of the water. Maybe you'll come back for me or maybe you have another boat waiting for me when i am released from this rock. But then i start thinking do i want you to save me?

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