Whats The Point

whats the point of building the walls around my heart if hes just gonna come right back and break them down? who does he think he is, being in my life and causing me to feel comfort? why does he do this to me, break down something i work so hard building? I love you....so loosely thrown around. Words or Feelings? Cant really tell. Yo i peeped something the other night....they dont compare.....well certain aspects.....someone helped me realize he didnt compare to him. Wow!!! but he aint the ONE....but what if he is i mean i aint letting him go but then what if im not letting go. but what if im suppose to be holding on? but he was suppose to be takin away from me hes here still. Thank God but imma let it ride....