Sweetheart....but my heart?

He took me to the movies. Introduced me to his friends and we all went out to eat. 1st date mad fun. We saw Beuwolf in 3d and it was sexy. I like that movie. Hes sweet and and a$shole which makes him well balanced. Great person all in all and yet I cant seem to cave in. Its that wall again... which is great but a lil dangerous because Im really not trying to let him in. Question is am I protecting my heart or am I stallin? Dang this is crazy almost like a dream I mean I always said Cream but never in a million years did I think Id be stirring my coffee. But Im just chilling right now.